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Unloved by my husband ... and God.

Amy

"While I thought that they were special things, my husband at the time found that journal and thought it was really weird, really strange, and told me that I was really weird."

Convinced I was worthless.

Beth

I thought that I had nothing to live for. I thought that I was the most worthless mother on the face of the earth. I was no good as a wife. As a mother. As a daughter. As a friend

My son with cerebral palsy had no hope until the missionary arrived.

Maxim

We tried everything possible to make his life normal. He studied in a very good school. He tried to study hard and behave very well. Nevertheless, society had a hard time accepting him.

Low self esteem, depressed, even by middle school.

Mike L

Growing up I didn't have a very personal view of God.

As wild as I could be.

Becky

"I was the girl on top of the bar with money being put on me, not remembering any of it the next morning."

Prostituted myself for drugs.

Carrie

Carrie prostituted herself for drugs. As a registered nurse, educated and articulate, she never expected to go so low.

No one in the youth group would talk to me.

Chantz

Even in your most lonely moments God is there.

Cops were everywhere.

Ciana

They pulled us out of the car. Made us get out of the car. They searched us and put us in handcuffs.

Mom was very angry, very malicious.

Oscar

“You’re going to end up like your father, a bum on the street, a loser, an alcoholic.” As a kid, growing up hearing those things hurt me. I thought, “Man, after everything I do for you, this is how you love me.”

Coped with "fatboy" jokes by cracking them first.

Big Daddy Weave's Mike Weaver

The Lord was like; “Why don’t you let me tell you what I think about you?”